I feel somewhat lacking in wisdom.
that there ought to be something deep going on in my life that I should be able to reflect on.
And the truth is that there's a lot of "deep" going on in my life.
Maybe too much.
And I don't really feel like reflecting on it.
I want things to go back to being a bit more simple.
You know - easier.
I was enjoying those days of being full of joy all the time.
And really seeing all of life's twists and turns in a positive light.
And deep down that hasn't changed.
It just seems that God is grabbing my heart.
Which is a good thing.
It's just that it's challenging.
And frustrating.
And stretching.
And forcing me to be aware of myself
and at the same time
be full of prayer-filled attempts
at making the details of life "not about me."
It seems that every song, every book,
every Scripture, every sermon
is giving me a reason to be affected.
Part of me thinks this is how it's supposed to be.
This might be the closest to a living faith journey I've been on in awhile.
Not that I haven't had some incredible moments of living faith prior to the last 6 or so weeks -
but the challenges -
the roadblocks, the potholes, the chips in the windshield, the U-turns,
and let's not forget the asking for directions -
are what make it a journey - a road trip as it were.
That's when the maps,
the company
the music
and the snacks
make it great.
So, friend, thanks for sharing dinner.
Chris Tomlin - indeed "You and I Were Made to Worship."
Go Dutch Meatball soup, orange water, and frosted mini-wheats.
And for the map...
I picked up the Phillips Translation of the Bible that used to be my Grandpa's off the floor beside my couch a few moments ago. It was the contemporary version in his day. Much like our Message.
In reality, I picked it up thinking there had to be a gem worth sharing as I felt very much lacking something to share.
Funny how God does His thing.
I opened it up to the end of 1 Corinthians and found the heading, "A Little Sermon in a Nutshell," and this is what it reads:
"Be on your guard, stand firm in the faith, live like men, be strong! Let everything that you do be done in love."
I needed to hear the "stand firm - be strong!"
God is good and God is faithful.
I also needed to be reminded to do everything I do in love.
That's not always an easy one.
Roll down the window.
Enjoy the road trip.
And find the joy in the journey.
2 comments:
Hey Sara,
Just realised that you always post comments on my blog and I never return the favour.
I like what you said about having a lot of "deep" in your life. I feel the same. I just wish that life would slow down a bit so I actually take a long refreshing drink, actually mull something over without worrying about the reading log I have to write about it.
Looking forward to Christmas without assignments....
Hey Matt,
Thanks. It's nice when some of these thoughts turn into conversations.
I hear you. And now being paper/exam time over there perhaps correlates with marking/report card time over here. Not always a lot of time to pause and ponder.
I'm trying to make time. It's amazing how refreshing that can be.
Keep plugging away - a few more weeks and then you can read a bit for fun!
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